8.17.2002
you wanna know what's reallly messed up?? the stuff that goes through your head.... when there is noone around to listen.... for example...
Megan was here once upon a time la la la la la la, la la la la la.... la la la la la la, la la la la la.... I wish things weren't like this-a-one is cool. Why why why why why why why why why why why why why I hate hate hate hate dis dis dis dis dis, getting stronger, just gotta run it out. why, not fair, everything just given, never learned, was earned, make friends, no decisions, go on--do it, ya know ya wanna, don't care about clubs. Yo--man, in the bag, hello Mr. President, but what will you DO for women's suffrage? I'm cool, i'm all that, doritos, i'm sorry, but you're sorrier, i talk, you talk, pretty girls, ignore, love, touch, disgust, submission, why?!?!?!? feelings, emotions, never here, don't need, do need what would you know about it? hate work, hate it, hate hate hate.... lucky, spoonfed, nothing right, not everyone's perfect, lucky ducky, never desired, hate, hate, hate not fair, work hard, stupid mistakes, stupid, stupid, stupid. you hurt me, i hate you, you drive me crazy, why am i doing this?
hurting myself, woe, love, love, love, love, love, love, so much, so little, so nothing, don't care, work harder, never good, useless, try none, shut up, prattle, babble, no more, stop it, why, no don't, why, slow down, why, forget it, why, end it, why, love you... because....
always win, always lose, no respect, nothing to be proud of, who? both or none, want it? take it, here, say sorry, matters none, matters all, who cares, do, do, do, something, alone, together, love, hate, love, hate, love...................
all this running through a head, in the not so distant past... well, maybe it is distant... but not forgotten..........
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posted by megs at 06:28
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