So it's almost another new year's and we all know what that means... party!! it's all i've been doing for the last 3 weeks but hey, everyone needs a nice, long break once in awhile... the other big thing for the new year.... resolutions. so i've been thinking about this and trying to decide what mine should be... it's very difficult and not because i'm so perfect or anything but because i don't want them to be ordinary things ie. drink less, smoke less... all those nonsense things that you shouldn't wait for a new year to decide to do... besides, i want it to actually mean something...
so i'm making a list of sorts here to give me some things to think about... kind of like brainstorming... here goes:
1) to not let people's perception of who i am or how i am get in the way of what i want to become...
2) to step up and fight the battles that need to be fought instead of just taking it all the time...
3) to try to say what i mean and mean what i say instead of ignoring issues and pretending everything is fine...
4) to take control of my life and stop blaming everyone else for my problems and my mistakes...
5) to take more chances and not be scared of failing or being told no...
6) to tell people what i really feel instead of just what they want to hear...
7) to go after the things i want instead of just sitting there waiting for them to come to me...
8) to regret less and daydream more...
9) to understand that not everyone will like me for who i am while remembering the whole world isn't against me...
10) to stop being mean to people i care about because, frankly, they don't deserve and i don't really mean it anyways...
i think that's it... wow, i guess i'm a lot farther from perfect than i thought ;o) well, if anyone else has any suggestions, i welcome them on the tag board... it seems like i have a lot to choose from already.
So it's almost another new year's and we all know what that means... party!! it's all i've been doing for the last 3 weeks but hey, everyone needs a nice, long break once in awhile... the other big thing for the new year.... resolutions. so i've been thinking about this and trying to decide what mine should be... it's very difficult and not because i'm so perfect or anything but because i don't want them to be ordinary things ie. drink less, smoke less... all those nonsense things that you shouldn't wait for a new year to decide to do... besides, i want it to actually mean something...