10.20.2006
sometimes i sit here thinking, look around for awhile and wonder...
is it really worth it? any of this...
the thing is, i've been thinking a lot the last two days. thinking about my last post, and my family... i was going to write about it tonite, but i got sidetracked by something.
what the hell has been wrong with my tag board lately? it keeps asking for some sort of damn password. well, noone used the stupid thing anyway, so i removed it... one less thing for people not to read on this website. i put up my horoscope instead, and it is supposed to update everyday. it took me a long time to do that because i had a hard time finding one i liked, and because, when it comes to this blog, i hate to change things in fear i'll fuck it all up. if i had to start this from scratch again... well, it would be like losing part of myself i guess.
and now... now i'm exhausted. what a week. and tomorrow i have to get up early, to go to work early, to watch granny do her PT and OT and make sure they aren't short-changing her, so i can get off early, go to ikea, pack my shit and head to savannah for two days...
perspective... i wanted to talk about my family and perspective. and anger. and selfishness.
but like i said, i'm too tired tonite.
*blog*
posted by megs at 01:36
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